Curiously Strong

dusting

It almost seems a pity to disturb the dust and silence that has settled over this blog since I last posted anything. At this time of year, I'm particularly conscious though of living in two time-worlds, the academic year, which begins in late September or early October, and the calendar year, with its insistence on new beginnings in the middle of winter. So this is another start to the things I was saying three months ago. If the last post was a resolution about anything it was a determination to overcome the difficulty of starting to write. It may not have worked very well, but at least it shows I'm confronting things before I'm sixty. Just.

Anyway, here's the news: I'm halfway through the Ulysses experience on my iPod. It sustained me on the journey to work and back all term, but it took longer than I anticipated, for several reasons: first, I couldn't always remember which numbered segment I was up to, so there was a fair bit of overlap. Some sections I've now heard four times. Second, they don't always finish at the right time; I'd get to work half way through an episode, and have to start again as I set out homewards at the end of the day. And then sometimes I meet people, and have to take off the earphones and talk instead, sometimes walking most of the way back in company. Which means I've got the second half of the book to look forward to this term.

Last term was an exceptionally heavy one, teaching all day every day, so I was glad of the Ulysses distraction. But it meant that not much else got done. However two essays from the late summer are now out in book form, and I hope to get another one written during the next few days. There's an excellent new collection called Complicities: British Poetry 1945-2007, edited by Robin Purves and Sam Ladkin, (Prague: Litteraria Pragensia, 2007). My contribution is called 'Born Again, Born Better: Text Generation and Reading Strategies in Michael Kindellan and Reitha Pattison, Word is Born', and looks at their 2006 book of re-workings of poems by Bertrand de Born. And I have a somewhat autobiographical piece in A Room to Live In: a Kettle's Yard Anthology, edited by Tamar Yoseloff (Cambridge: Salt, 2007) about the beginnings of my on-off relationship with Jim Ede's art collection at Kettle's Yard over the past forty years.

While I'm on the subject of stuff I've been writing, I did a short piece for that excellent blog Writers Read. It's one of Marshal Zeringue's blogs (he does The Capaign for the American Reader and The Page 69 Test, among others), and it tells you all you need to know about what I've been reading and (more likely) what I hope to be reading soon. But actually the main thing I have to do before term starts again, apart from everything, is finish the long poem I've been working on since the summer. More about that soon, I hope.

binge writing

I'm coming to the conclusion that I'm a binge-writer. Days and weeks go by and I hardly write anything except emails, comments on students' essays, references and recommendations for past and present students, and pages of bibliographical notes in one of my several black notebooks, listing books I never seem to have time to get to the University Library to read. Then for a few days, I binge. I sit at my desk for several days at a time, writing. Almost always because I've run right up against a deadline and if I don't do it now I'll be a failure / ashamed of myself / a laughing stock / have to return the advance, or never go out of the house again. This, as several people have been pointing out to me, is not the way to run a life or, more importantly, a blog. It's meant to have new stuff on it from time to time.

Still, things may be looking up. Despite the fact that my two terms of sabbatical leave are over (and, no, there wasn't a great deal of binge writing to show for it), and I'm back in the deep waters and swift currents of university term, I'm determined to reform myself. Everything (more on what that is later) will be written with time to spare, I've decided. It's time to grow up and be a proper writer. And while I'm about it, the garden needs quite a lot of attention. And I need to lose two stone in weight. As a first step, I've decided always to walk to work. No more dicing with death on the bike, or dodging the rain in the car, it's shanks' pony from now on.  I've been helped in this resolve by the Novelist, who gave me a recording of Jim Norton reading Ulysses for my birthday. I've transferred all 25 hours of it to my iPod: by my calculations that should last me for most of the term, allowing for days when I meet someone I know and have real conversation instead. (And if I run out, I've got plenty of Beckett, too. Music is just so, you know, predictable.)

This will make me fitter, more energetic, and better able to overcome my bad writing habits, that's the plan. One of the things about being on leave is that you begin to imagine life will always be like that, so you blithely  and enthusiastically say yes to all sorts of requests to write things. I've now got half a dozen chapters to write on a load of different subjects, all fascinating, all absorbing, and all due by this time next year or sooner. And some conference papers to research and write and deliver. But it's term time again, with wall-to-wall teaching and meetings and seminars and all the associated bits of writing that keep me away from what remains of my intellect. So it's a really good thing it's all going to be different from now on.  Periods of painful silence will no longer alternate with orgies of  productve writing.  Poems will appear at regular intervals, books pile neatly up in manuscript, editors raise eyebrows at early delivery of articles. And just to prove I can do it, I'm going to stop writing right now.

names

Never explain, never apologise, they say. But I thought the name of this blog called for a bit of a journey back in time, in case anyone was, well, curious about it. In the late 1960s the American poet Fred Buck, who was at that time in Cambridge, started a free duplicated poetry magazine, along the lines of The English Intelligencer. It was just a few foolscap pages stapled in the top left corner, and sent out to anyone interested enough to send the editor a stamp. It was called The Curiously Strong, a phrase Fred took from the description of a kind of mint made by Terry's that came in a tin. When he went back to Gloucester, Mass., in 1969, I took over the editorship, and the mag continued in various forms until the mid-1970s, mostly publishing slender pamphlets by poets from Peter Ackroyd to Peter Riley and John James, from Barry MacSweeney to Nick Totton. All rather a long time ago. After a brief foray into proper poetry book publishing, the name became dormant, and might have remained so except that every few years, when I bump into Mike Horowitz, he says, "Ahhh! Curiously Strong!" which has been just enough to keep it in my mind.  Out of which it emerged again the other day. 

good readers

Well of course I know theoretically that once a book is published it becomes the property of its readers, but it's still sometimes hard to see what some readers make of what you've written. Or don't make of it. So I was particularly pleased to discover Valerie Trueblood writing acutely and positively about my Guernica and Total War on Maud Newton's excellent blog. The book is about the way the aerial bombardment of civilians developed during the first half of the twentieth century, and how poets and writers (in particular) responded to it. It's also about the stupidity and inhumanity of it, and the need to stop doing it as soon as possible. If there's one lesson to learned from the sorry history of bombing it's that it seldom has the effect confidently predicted by military planners.

windows

The poem below is one I wrote for The Novelist's sixtieth birthday (you can read a version of the story behind it on her blog) and the responses she got to it there are one reason for my starting a blog of my own. I usually use some kind of structuring or text-generating device for what I write: here the rule was to take phrases that included the word 'window' from page sixty of sixty novels and simply arrange or re-arrange them, with nothing added.

SIXTY WINDOWS FOR JENNY

Tiny room whose window was never opened
Curtain for the window
On the cane chair under the window

    *

Pale green even in the window
Emptying the basin out of the window
Halts by the window and gazes

    *

Lay on the ground under the window, bellowing
Kneeling up to the window
An octagonal vaulted chamber with a balconied window

    *

Her bed had its back to the window
Through the curtainless window day stole in
She went to the other window

    *

Sitting at the table near the window, working
Opened windows into the wrong world
A gale, exploding against the window

    *

Muted by awnings lowered outside the windows
A reproduction of a stained-glass-window angel
Whistling up at vague windows

    *

Got up and went to the window. It was raining again.
Early light, coming through the uncurtained window
With its tiny windows looking on to the street

    *

Pat wandered from the window and took up the George Moore novel
He came out through the French windows
She got up and stood at the window

    *

There was moonlight in the window
There's a sharp rapping at the window
I am in the window, smoking

    *

They had seen it happen from a window
Then went to the window that looked on the street below
Watching you from the apartment window

    *

In my memory, at the window
The rain was still thudding against the window-pane
I think that I might open the window

    *

A camera is being held to the window
Silver things in the window
From the street the windows were in darkness

    *

His reflection could be seen in the front window
High up, from one of the small barred windows
His right arm through the open window

    *

I put all the lamps on and opened all the windows
A huge wall broken by gaping windows loomed above
Sordid glare of shop windows, made beautiful by distance

    *

A board nailed across a broken window
They opened all the windows
Sat and sewed by the window in the clear autumn afternoon

    *

The room was almost in darkness, the windows quite covered
The night I stared at from my window
A castle whose windows were glittering orange squares

    *

The windows, between lengths of white embossed satin
Our windows, on the second floor, overlooked the street
The butcher pulled down black window shades

    *

She had been sitting in her own window
The inner courtyard on to which my window looked out
The middle one of the three windows was half way open

    *

The sun filtered through the windows with remarkable subtlety
Rushed to the window, not to sail out of it
No lights behind its white painted windows

    *

Has to look out of the window at the elements, at nature
Draw down the upper frame of the window
The windows were shuttered. But there was a crack.